Nash

I know you so well, so well
我對你了解至深
I mean, I can do better that he can
我可以做得比他更好
I've been pretty...
我最近很...
I know you're somewhere, somewhere
我知道你在某處
I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holdin' on
我被這些想法慢慢侵蝕,女孩 堅持住
I don't wanna pretend we're somethin', we're nothin'
我不願意假裝我的化學反應,而我們並沒有火花
I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her, I can't hold on
她的面孔總是浮現在我腦海裡,我無法治拔
I'm in pain, wanna put 10 shots in my brain
我陷入痛苦,想往腦袋上開幾槍
I've been trippin' 'bout some things, can't change
總是那幾件事將我纏身,無法脫逃
Suicidal, same time I'm tame
想要自殺,無視這世界
Picture this, in bed, get a phone call
想像這樣,躺在床上,電話打來
Girl that you fucked with killed herself
你上過的女孩剛剛自殺
That was this summer and nobody helped
就在這夏天,無助的離去
And ever since then, man, I hate myself
自從那時候起,我無法面對自己
Wanna fuckin' end it, pessimistic
想要結束一切,這些消極的想法正在吞噬我
All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
他們只想看到我被窮困撂倒
But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin'
所有黑鬼多想看到我自掘墳墓
Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
討論我衝動的決定
Fuckin' sickenin'; at the same time
真他媽討厭,但在同時
Memories surface through the grapevine
記憶又閃現在腦海中
'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
叔叔玩弄著繩結
Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
這些創傷後的後遺症搞我的一團糟
Been fucked up since the couple months they had a nigga locked up
最近幾個月一團亂,他們將我關進監獄
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我會被痛苦纏身,但我要堅持住
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
再也找不回原本的自己,如此麻木
I'll be feelin' pain, I'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
我陷入痛苦,堅持下去
And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
失去原有的感覺,如同行屍走肉
I know you so well, so well
我對你了解至深
I mean, I can do better that he can
我可以做得比他更好
I've been pretty...
我最近很...